Ive been on 'fetish' dating websites and to be honest....they all seem abit bland! I found it very difficult when I was looking for someone to find a man who I fancied and was into all the same I am. Not that I am picky, but you have to feel comfortable right?
I had never considered I would be the type who liked torturing and abusing others. I never considered I would enjoy water sports as much as I do. A few years ago I would of been offended by someone bringing up scat play.
I think it takes the someone to bring these things out in you.
I wish when I went on my trip I had enough time to experience everything we had discussed before, unfortunately some things there just wasn't time for. However I am saving them things up for the next time.
Every day since I discovered these things appeal to me, the world has not looked the same.
I see a kinky use for all types of mundane furniture. Sofa's that can easily be turned into a relaxing face sitting couch. Dining room chairs that can be used to tie a slave too. Desks that could fit a bitch under and under-stairs cupboards used as cages.
Nothing is the same once you have had that experience once.
I miss having him around, miss having someone to do what I want to and who would do what ever I ask.
Ah well...perusing the Internet for inspirational photo's shall have to do for now.

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